Many people are irritated by people with high self-esteem, including you. therefore if already at the first acquaintance you
[__ separator__] notice that girl decided that she is the most beautiful and wonderful in the whole world and everybody including you, should lie at her feet, then the further interest to communicate with such a person disappears. Low self-esteem, of course, also does not bear in itself anything good. You will always look for a "normal" woman and you are attracted not only by look but also by soul.
You feel absolutely negatively about risk in any of its manifestations. When the question arises that for the sake of some and even your own benefit you need to take a chance you always make a negative decision. You really don't want to test fate and so you immediately listen to your inner voice and it says "no".More »
Like most people, you pay attention to appearance of the person. And of course very few people are indifferent to good looks what is mixed with natural sexuality . You always respect well-groomed women. But you can close our eyes to some charactreistic quality if a girl is really very good looking. Sexual satisfaction often pushes you to the beautiful deeds and inspires to do crazy things...More »
You are over the top self critical and it has caused you lots of problems. But you don´t feel like changing anything as you even enjoy the victim part to some level. If you really wish to hear only nice things from others, try to make something better, for example work on your appearance or learn something new.